**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Noah- Mummy loves you so much
Christmas will never be the same without you. I hate that you can't be here, but I do love that I can see you in your sister's beautiful eyes.
We go to Kingston on Saturday to visit Grammie and Grampie- we will take Charlotte to see your spot, and take a picture with  her, and your big stone. Hope that's ok with you

I hope you get all the candy canes, pressies and hot chocolate that you want!

Love you forever,

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Love you..... forever


Sunday, December 6, 2009


Look Noah- Your froggy, Milton got his picture taken by a photographer!!!

Isn't he cute !!

here is your sister, with Milton, your froggy, and her lamby named Lily

Here is your sister all wrapped up in your blanky... it's probably the only time I will let her touch it!

Isn't she cute?? she looks just like you!

I love you forever,

Photos by Hope Hanson www.h2photo.ca Charlotte, 1 week old November 24th, 2009