I've always felt you. You are in the trees which rustle in the breeze, you're in the giggles of small children, and the silence of my living room when the family it in bed. I feel you always
Your brother arrived, as planned, on April 30th. He was, and is a healthy little boy. His own little person with his own little personality coming out more and more everyday. Your sister adores him. She can't help herself but to cuddle and kiss him whenever she can.
He is himself, a unique, wonderful boy. But you are in him. I can feel you.
He has your knowing eyes. Those eyes that you look into and see a soul. A being. A spirit. A life. A deep emotion. Those eyes that are bright and open, taking in all they can. I can tell he will be a boy who sees the good in people, and does good for people, for the world, for his family, for himself.
I wish you had a chance to be his big brother here on earth to cuddle him and kiss him, and fight over time with him with your sister.
Thank you for putting a little bit of you in him. So now, I can not only feel you everywhere, but I can get a glimpse of you too.
I'll attach a few pictures of your brother, Spencer.
I'll love you forever, Noah.