**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Under the Tree- June (A little different!)

Each month, Carly from http://scarletriver26.blogspot.com/ poses some questions to others, baby loss others, can reflect on and post on their blog, or in another way if they are non-bloggers.
This month- it's sort of a get to know you thing, rather than questions directly relating to our children and journey with grief.

Here goes June

Hair Color: Brown
Eye color: Brown
Profession: Teacher
Relationship status: Married

My Favorites:

Favorite color: Yellow
Favorite movie: Grease and Mamma Mia
Favorite animal: Frog
Favorite store: The Grocery Store.. I know, weird
Favorite childhood memory: Family trip to Florida, Christmases growing up
Favourite hobby: Scrapbooking
Favorite song/singer: I don't really know.. depends on my mood
Favorite book/author: Ann Hood- The Knitting Circle
Favorite school subject: Sociology
Favorite vacation destination: Italy- but would love to make it to Hawaii
Favoritefood: Popcorn
Favorite restaurant: Lonestar

This or That

Coke or pepsi : Iced tea?? I don't like pop
Beer or wine: When I can drink- wine
Coffee or tea: Both are yucky!
Apple Juice or O.J.: OJ
Summer or Winter: Summer
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Salty or sweet: salty
Plane or boat: Plane
Morning or night: Morning
Money or love: Love
Breakfast ordinner: Both
Forgiveness or revenge: Forgiveness
House or apartment: house

Have You Ever:

Got a speeding ticket: Yes

Wished you were someone else: yes.
Cried during a movie: yes

Describe yourself in one word: Me
Biggest fear: losing another child
Biggest mistake: I don't even know- but I'm sure there's been many
Your proudest accomplishment: My Noah
Dream job: Mother
Special talents: nothing out of the ordinary
Where would you rather be at the moment: April 7 2008
Famous person you want to meet: The Queen
Song to be played at your funeral: I'll let my family decide that!

Well Noah bear- I love you!
Love you Forever,

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Visits from Gramma and Poppy!

Hi Munchkin,

Today Gramma is coming to visit your daddy and I! We pick her up at the airport tonite. Poppy is coming on the weekend!
Mummy has a couple of weeks off work before summer school starts, so it will be nice to relax a bit!
We all miss you so much. I don't think Spring time will ever be the same again.
I love you my little man!