**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Going to have your baby sister now!
Wish me luck
Love you forever,


Rikki said...

Good luck. I will be thinking of you. cant wait to hear the good news.

The Blue Sparrow said...

Congrats! I will be praying for you guys! *HUGS*

Krista said...


Today might be sad for you because Mummy and Daddy have another child. Like most first-borns, I understand what you are going through. It's scary when mummies and daddies have another baby, because you're no longer the centre of attention. But it doesn't mean they love you any less! In fact, Mummy's and Daddy's hearts have grown so there's more room in their hearts. You're loved just as much as before, maybe even more, and they always will love you.

You might also be sad because you can only love your baby sister from afar. I don't know, because I'm not wear you are, so I can't say for certain what you're feeling. But your great-grandmothers and great-grandfathers in heaven are there for you, and a lifetime on earth goes by much faster in heaven.

And if you see Baby Cory (he was almost one year old when he died, but that was 2 1/2 years ago), he might need a hug. He'll probably be with his Nanny (Susan), Great-Grandmother and two Great-Grandfathers (my grandparents). Give him a hug for me :) I bet his Nanny (my Aunt Susan) is already doing that lots, but send him another one.

Love you muchly,

(P.S. to Noah's Mummy: Sorry for posting this comment to Noah instead of you, but I just needed to.)

Akul's mama said...


Sending you love and positive vibes. To me you will always be Noah's mom.