**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.
** You will need to scroll down and pause the blog music so you can listen to the song.. or it might get confusing!
** There is no video- only audio.
This was written by the artist, Michael W. Smith, for friends of his, who lost their son, Noah, as an infant. He could have written it for me.
Here are the lyrics if you want to follow along
Hello, Goodbye- Michael W. Smith
Where's the Navigator of your destiny? Where is the Dealer of this hand? Who can explain life and its brevity 'Cause there is nothing here that I can understand You and I have barely met And I just don't want to let go of you yet Chorus: Noah, hello, goodbye I will see you on the other side Noah, sweet child of mine I will see you on the other side And so I hold your tiny hand in mine For the hardest thing I've ever had to face Heaven calls for you before it calls for me When you get there, save me a place A place where I can share your smile And I can hold you for more than just a while
I think I've shared these lyrics before. But I haven't been able to find an audio version until now- other than the one i bought on itunes.
A 30 something mother to three. Two beautiful boys, Noah, who lives among the stars and in my heart, and Spencer, my youngest little munchkin, and one beautiful girl, Charlotte, who lives here with us. My blogs are a collections of my thoughts, feelings and ramblings of a women who will forever be changed by all of her children.