**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Why?

I should be hearing 'Why?', from a little toddler about 100 times a day

Instead, I hear 'Why?', from myself about 100 times a day.

What a realization.

Why him? Why us? Why that? Why me? Why? Why? Why?

3 comments:

Julie said...

lately my brain is stuck on this question.

all.
the.
time.

i feel like a broken record.

The Blue Sparrow said...

Boy do I relate to this! I ask myself these questions over and over alot lately. (((HUGS)))

Beth said...

WHY?! Our babies died for no reason! WHY?!