Life is sweet- I'm sure you've looked down on us lately and noticed how happy life is. Day to day we spend with people we love, talk to those who aren't as close, and find ways to honour your memory.
Family vacations, family pictures, family weddings- are all hard spots for me. After you died I didn't think there would ever be a time when I would be happy, not truly happy. Now, I am happy-- but there is always a 'but'. ... You aren't here. You will always be missing on vacations, and pictures and partys and weddings.
We, your family will never, ever forget you. But I feel like you are little, by little being forgotten by the world. I feel the need to do more things in your memory, to include you in photos and in posts.
We had family pictures taken a few weeks ago. I missed you. We brought your Milton Froggy with us for the pictures. Here is one:)
I love how your sister holds your froggy with such care. She is getting to know you. She calls you 'Buffa Norwah', and she smiles when she looks at your pictures.
Both of you are blessings to us. You both have changed my world.
I love you Noah, and miss you so much. What I would do for another cuddle, another day, another minute.
Love you forever,
Mummy
3 comments:
Your story is heartbreaking. Every baby loss story is. I just want to give you a big hug. We lost our daughter Leia Sky at 35 weeks. We are trying again and pray that when we have another daughter her middle name can be Leia. I really like your blog been reading for a while. Just thought I'd finally speak up. Please feel free visit mine www.letterstoleia.ca
Jane I am writing this on April 6 and thinking of all of you. xoxo
What a wonderful thing to do for Noah and your family! He will never be forgotten!x
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