**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Noah, 
My special, wonderful first born. Today is a day that I miss you so much. Amidst the wrapping paper and chocolate, lights and turkey. Amidst the laughter of your brother and sister as they fearlessly rip open paper and boxes... You are always on my mind. 
I love you, forever.