**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Miss, Miss, Miss

Hi Baby Bear,

Gramma went home yesterday. I miss her. I think that when I miss other people, like your daddy when he is at work, or away at a meeting, or your grandparents, or your uncle.. then it makes me miss you even more.
Is missing you more, possible? I'm not sure, but today I'm feeling it.
I love you
I love you forever,
Mummy

3 comments:

Franchesca Cox said...

Missing your precious Noah with you.

XOXO

Akul's mama said...

This missing our babies is a life time curse. Hugsssssssssss.

The Blue Sparrow said...

I did watch this week even though I told myself I wouldnt but I liked this week alot better to. Tom's character made up for last weeks reaction I thought. This weeks seemed more real to me. Im not sure if Ive been here for awhile so if I havent told you yet, Congrats on your sweet new baby girl! I bet Noah is so proud!*HUGS*