**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I love you Noah.
Mummy loves you so much.
Do I tell you that enough?
You are the most wonderful thing that has even happened to me.
You are a blessing.
Your death was so, so difficult- IS so, so difficult.
But your life- those 9 months inside me, those 2 days in my arms- that was a blessing.

I hope every child is as loved as you.

Love you forever