**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Note to self

Note to self:
Don't let the Daddy read the blog- even if he asks to- it's too hard on him. He said even the music is sad! He said sometimes it's so happy it's sad.

He asked to read it because I told him that one of my poems was going to be on stilllife365 on Tuesday.
stilllife365.blogspot.com   He wanted to read it.

Daddy says I should write a book. But I know that there are way more talented people in the world of writing-  and certainly in the 'baby loss' world of blogs. Not a book- just a personal release. Who knows what I'd be like in my real life if not for this blog.

I think it helps!

I love you my little bear!
Love you forever,