**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

two years ago your tiptoed into my life
crying as you came into the world

a beautiful little boy
'perfect in every way'
said the doctor

we got to know you
we knew we loved you
we got to hold you
we didn't know we'd lose you

two days later
my world collapsed

surgery, tubes, machines
a sight that will never leave my mind

you died surrounded by love
wrapped with love
mummy and daddy by your side
grandparents looking on

your legacy-one i never imagined
changed outlooks, changed parents
everything good, done in your name

two years ago you tiptoed into my life
crying as you entered, silent as you left.

Love you forever,


Beth said...


Akul's mama said...

hugssssssss.....your story is so simmilarto mine. Akul was also "perfect"...he too came crying and left in silence...how unfair. I so wish Noah was with you today. Remembering your beautiful baby boy with you.

Once A Mother said...

this post brought me such tears. I am so sorry sweet Noah isn't here. He was/is beautiful.