**Disclaimer** If you know me in my 'real' life and stumble across this blog- please know that I write here for healing, and to feel close to my Noah, and close to my grief. At times these letters may seem sad, angry, and at times, crazy. Please don't worry about me- this is how I help myself heal. If you have questions, just ask- if you know me well at all, you know that I love talking about my Noah.

Thursday, July 24, 2008


Good Afternoon Munchkin,

Did I tell you that YOU have made me LOVE Frogs?? Well, as you know, your room is decorated with some frogs. Well, since you left us I have enjoyed collecting thing with frogs on them.. because they remind me of you!
I have lots of frogs.. for my garden, stuffed toys, a winnie the pooh dressed as a frog (that's from Cole and Breanna's Mummy.. I'm sure you three are playing together up there!), wall hangings, framed pictures, even a broom with frogs on it!! I'll probably always collect little frogs.. forever.. because I will forever remember you.. and Frogs will help me with that!

Any frogs in heaven?
We saw one when we went to visit the cemetary last weekend!! it was so little and cute.. it was coming to say 'hello'!

I love you Noah.. so much.. this is so hard on Mummy.. but I know you had to go.
Take care of me from up there if you can...

Love you SO much,